Friday, March 4, 2011

Missing Andrew


Today has been one of those days where I just want to climb in my bed and sleep and not think so much.  I miss Andrew a lot today.  It hurts...  I love watching videos and looking at pictures of Andrew.  It helps me to appreciate the time we had with him.  I love all of his facial expressions.  Make sure to at least watch around 1:35 on video to see Aubs interaction with Andrew.  The full video I made with pictures and video is also on YouTube.  

16 comments:

Melanie said...

Oh Jenny...my heart breaks for you. But...it's an amazing thing....as I watched the video with that AMAZING song in the background, the spirit testified of the truthfulness of those simple words. "We can be together forever someday." I know Andrew is at "home" waiting for you guys to join him. What a joyous reunion that will be. Hang in there sweet girl. You are SO LOVED!

Adam & Brandi said...

Jenny I thought that was just beautiful. My heart still aches for your family. And you are still in my prayers. You are so strong. We love you so much.

knygard said...

Aubree is such a good big sister! Love Andrews facial expressions, so unique to him. I think about him several times a day and he reminds me to enjoy all the moments I have with my kiddos . He is an angel.

laurel said...

What an angel baby!! I *loved* the video and enjoyed every second- yes, their interactions with each other are priceless- someday, they'll get to pick up right where they left off with your sweet, sweet little Andrew. Try to take it one day at a time and know that you are loved immensely by so many! Rely on prayer to buoy you up- it is probably the one place you can feel "understood". Love you guys!!!

Jeni said...

Hugs

Alijoy said...

What a beautiful video. Definitly a treasure. My heart goes ot to you daily. HUGS!

MelissaR said...

The video is beautiful, Jenny. I wish somehow I could help to ease your pain. We're thinking of and praying for you guys- we love you!

Danielle said...

Beautiful video! I didn't have the pleasure of knowing him, but it still breaks my heart! Know that we think of you guys often!

Ms. Code said...

Thanks for reminding me to take more videos and pictures of my kids! See you around.

Britty said...

Aw, Jenny. I'm sorry the hurt just keeps coming. I suppose it probably won't be any other way, though. You miss your sweet boy. His laughs really were magical!

Did I tell you one of my best friends lost her 4th to SIDS about 2 months ago? He was 3 weeks old. It's just a tragic thing, no way around it, even though we all know there's a bigger plan. I sent her to your blog because I think you're so strong and healing in a very appropriate way, so I'm sure you're comforting her. :)

Bryan and Elisabeth Swanson said...

Jenny, Bryan and I enjoyed watching those sweet clips of Andrew again. Thanks for posting. You are really an outstanding mother and daughter of God. Thanks for your example. You, Eric, Sara, and the kids are in our prayers. The Savior is the only one with the healing balm for your wounded hearts. *hugs*

Dara said...

I think about your family often. This video is beyond priceless. He is such an angel. Love his smiles and his laugh! You are so strong, praying for your family. Thank you for sharing this wonderful part of your family. (((Hugs))

TeaTree Photography said...

I loved this video! LOVED IT!
Just know Jen, it is ok to have days like this. Love you!

Emma and Dan said...

I loved this video! His laugh is pricelss. He's such a happy boy. Thank you for sharing it with us. I felt the spirit so strongly while watching it.
My heart aches for you and your family. You are in my thoughts often.

LStevens said...

That was a great video. So glad you have this to remember him with. Such a cutie! :-)

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